I have been struggling...

Hey everyone, its been a while since I did a blog post, so I thought I would stop by and tell yall a bit on what I have been dealing with. I realized I have been more depressed than I thought I was. I have been disassociated from my feelings or maybe I have been dealing with them for so long, I am so used to them, I thought constantly feeling this way was regular, but now I don't think it is.

I have been back at journaling, and I started looking back at my journal and I usually just describe things that happen, but don't go in depth of how I feel and how it affects me. Maybe it's my journaling style, or maybe I don't care how it affects me because I'm constantly worried how I am affecting others. I am always afraid that the way I am brings others down, the moment I share what's on my mind, so I don't share, I don't talk about how I feel. That, however, has made me very lonely. I don't have anyone that truly knows me, and I wish I did. Anyways, I am constantly exhausted, but this website helps me put my mind somewhere else, than from the really bad thoughts, and helps me feel like I have a sense of community. If you read this, thank you. And to show my appreciation, here is the key to our secret society.

Secret Society Page

To access, click on the image icon at the header of the website. Then, click "I want to be a part of this Secret Society" Then input the password: Skinnylove

Then leave a comment there, so we feel more connected <3 Thank you all for being here, and please feel free to message me!