My friend was murdered

My friend was murdered this sunday. She was strangled in her morning walk. I don’t know how to express my feelings. It’s a mix of anger, sadness and wanting revenge at the same time. My mental health issues are worst. I know I’m not eating. I don’t care. Someone close to me was murdered. I cry all the time. I keep thinking that it could have been me instead of her. I keep thinking it should have been me instead of her. She was an incredible person that didn’t deserve to die. Imagine being 21 years old, having your whole life ahead of you, and being murdered, strangled, so someone could rob your phone. She is gonna be missed. She is already missed. I know you are in a better place Julia.🖤